Honestly, i wouldn't mind just having the normal worries of a 16 year old! But instead i have to deal with a bunch of other things. Not going into detail but basically i have IBS and an anxiety disorder. If someone told me they had that i probably wouldn't think much of it because IBS is common and everyone gets a bit of anxiety in their life. It's frustrating because when i'm anxious my IBS symptoms are worse but when my IBS symptoms are bad that's when i get anxiety! Vicious circle! I'm on some tablets to try and slow my heart down, which is hopefully calming me down and I'm also on some tablets for the IBS. I go to see a counselor who is trying to teach me breathing techniques and change the way i think about things, which is helping but at the moment.
I started sixth form in September doing 3 subjects at a level and then i dropped biology in October, health and social care in November and now I'm not even sure if i can still do psychology because my attendance is soo bad! I hate it because i actually want to be there but I'm either ill with the IBS or i have a panic attack! But my friends and family are amazing!!! ta ta for now.
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